Depression

Braunschweiger lag auf Gleisen und dachte: Ich will weiterleben

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Nach mehreren Suizidversuchen entschloss sich Stephan Falkenstein, therapeutische Hilfe zu suchen. Die Diagnose: eine schwere Depression.

Nach mehreren Suizidversuchen entschloss sich Stephan Falkenstein, therapeutische Hilfe zu suchen. Die Diagnose: eine schwere Depression.

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Braunschweig.  Unter dem Pseudonym Stephan Falkenstein hat ein Braunschweiger ein Buch über sein Leben mit der Depression geschrieben.

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